Some of ShuPing's Secrets unknown.

Although I won't be able to share my little secrets with any new guy,
but it's good to share some of it with some friends who care.

Below are really touch-wood scenario, of cos.
Who noes, one will grow old n ill one day.
But I never really share my inner words with friends before.

If one day, should there be any accident befall on me resulting in hospitaliation, do bring me a radio n tune it to 933 for me. Cos i really love listening updated music. Even if I'm in coma.

If one day, should there be any natural reason where I have to leave the world, burn me a camera for me to continuing with photo taking mah... And I really hope my 2nd big brother to occupy my bedroom n laptop actually. Karaoke discs of cos can go to my youngest bro...

And I really really feel happy and lucky to meet good ppl, good mum ard me since the day I was born. If it would be my last words to say...

Of cos, all these years, a taboo phase that always come to my mind yet never spoken,

"Wat really lies on the other side of the world? Or do I just vanished like tt?"

No one will give me that answer.

黑暗

突然，我觉得好累。。。
听了《彩虹》就像它讲的：
“也许时间是一种解药，
也是我现在服下的毒药。”

在朋友精神上的资助，
我还在寻找我的灯光。
好几次，好想对妈妈说对不起。。。
我也忍住泪水继续走下去。

我看不到梦想，
也看不到希望。
我看不到自己有多好，
更觉得自己越来越渺小。

我仍然还是得活下去。
我仍然还是要挨下去。
走着走着，
走向我看不见的未来。

有人说，失望会让人长大。
事实上，我很从来不希望长大。
十年前，我早就被自己打败了。
这个不属于我的世界。。。